its about that time in school when i start getting really stressed because of end of the year finals

its almost summer so i dont feel like doing anything but i actually have to put in twice as much effort to get my grades as high as they possibly can be for the exams

my teachers always end up stuffing so much shit into the last few weeks leaving less time for studying and gosh i remember last year it was awful i just felt as if i had so much weight on my shoulders and i wanted to rip my hair out and puke. my math grade in particular was really low, i figured i couldnt spend too much time on the subject because i didnt want to neglect prepping for my other classes, i couldnt find balance so i was sure i was gonna fail ugh it was bad

i got through it though and my scores ended up being really good so i hope this year i can do the same.. i’m doing so much better in my math class right now and if i could just keep it up.. school will be over in no time. i think it ends like june 4th and then june 10th im seeing radiohead and thats in like 40 days so i have two awesome things to motivate me

wow this is a dumb long post im trying to reassure myself itll be ok